I Hope it's Me

I felt different, speechless and hoping instead of him, wish it could be me!
He's leaving...to Tanah Haram for umrah.
Asking me to pray for him to have a safe journey go and come back.
And I'm asking for him to pray for me...for anything good.

*Dear God, for whatever reason You made us, for whatever reason You gave us, we are asking Your forgiveness. Please show me the correct path for us to run our life with Your blessing. Amin.

it's My Theraphy...

Mata burung hantu

Nur just bought a new pair of contact lens with dark brown color.
It suits her well, yeah I like it.

Sabel is known as mata burung hantu by the mail room guy who is assigned to our floor.
When we were talking about Nur’s new lens color, Sabel then told us that she can’t simply buy the normal disposable lens instead she have to get it order and custom made for her eyes.
Reason wise? Her black eye balls are way too BIG for the normal size of contact lens!

Gosh! Check the pic below to see her eyes…

besar kan?

So, like it or not we are nominating her eyes for Engaging Eyes Award by Watson…

*to Sabel, one thing to remember about you babe! Way to go girl!

...feeling confuse

………for the past few days I feel suffocated I know exactly what the reason is but the solution is not in my hand. So have to satisfy with whatever I have with me, which is my mind. But after last night meeting with satisfied client, I’m back on track! Phew!
Yes, I need something really strong to motivates me…some adrenalin rush is needed!

A story from a friend hit me a bit, when he told me that he have been diagnosed with AVM (I dunno what the hell is that) at his right brain last Ramadhan.
With 2 small kids and 1 more is coming, he’d been told that he is just like a time bomb and the doc don’t know when it going to bleed.
So he basically may end up like arwah LOLOQ.

Scary? It is…really make me think what if that situation happens to me.

I dare not to write further, allow me to gather some thought and some strength to write about this later..