One After Another

I found a note on the desk, in the morning.
The intention of the sender, for me to look into that the first thing upon my arrival.

The feeling?

I don't know..really.

I don't expect to receive such an appreciation message, well of course on top of that there are instructions on the things that need to be done and to be completed by mid of next week! Madness!

Huh! The appreciation note that really bothering me, cause I don't think that I seems like promising that I will last, did I?

I'm not sure, to me it's just a responsibility to be done. But I can smell that somebody's counting on me. Arrgh! I hate this about-to-feel guilty feeling!

That was the one side of the stories for this week.

Which was in a way made a little bit of my day.

The bad ones?

I went to see some good old friends last Saturday. They happened to have something seems perfect for me and of course for them too...I too so excited to be with them and the truth?...I'm counting days to join them.

Monday...no news.

Tuesday : the phone rings and I knew the number, "finally, yes! they called" BUT...very sad, I didn't make it..according to them, "the test didn't match the..." and "owh...ok, thank you for letting me know" I said.

The truth? I can't believe it! And from a friend, they are sad cause I didn't make it...(that flattered be, really!)

I was sad and I cried. But the other part of me telling me that it may be a blessing in disguise, maybe God want to make things easy for me. Alhamdullilah, I've got the other one...

But for now, I wanna go to where my heart is...