it's Xmas!

it was blue last year, and it's white this year.

X'mas @ the Curve, we had fun & joy

thank you for the lovely company I have : B. Ajak. Pjat & Nadia

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the lost spirit

it was a day before Idul Adha.
i prepared nothing, i plan nothing...

honestly,
i have no spirit to celebrate...

where's the spirit goes when we used to be happy together all day long?
where's the spirit goes when we used to wait for brothers & dad to come back from the surau after getting all the cows turned to a dead meat...sacrifices

all in all...i droped by to visit MIL, and updates & talks & laughs for hours...

Selamat Hari Raya IdulAdha...

i miss them all...

and 'im home alone again today...

is it a game?

there is a sign that i can see
is it falling?
but i'm trying to be a knight to save it from falling apart.
i'm trying very hard to make it work..the way we want it used to be

there's a sounds, but not in the same language that we can understand anymore
there's some move, but there' s no urge on every move...

but for sure, i feel like running away...to make it easy
but i know how i'm going to feel...

i need you be with me...to fight for it.

Bad Day

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carryin' on
Because you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Will you need a blue sky holiday?
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on
You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
(Oooh.. a holiday..)
Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong(yeah...)
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

and i'm loosing her

it was FRIDAY
when i'm suppose to meet a friend...i was in the klcc park for my morning run when i accidently drop her off on the jogging track.

when i tried to send messages, it was completely off. keep on trying i was, and the funny messages came out on the RED screen. that's weird!

it was a bad day, no handphone means no call in, no call out, no sms, no mms, NO LIFE. NOTHING! and to make it worst, i'm on standby to receive some further instruction for the job on Saturday.

it was soooooo stressful. and i can't wait for Motorola Service Centre to get it check in 4 days! I would be dead by then. so Small Girl give a very simple and meningful advise "get yourself a damn new phone!" thank you Girl, that was very helpful. and according to them it'll cost me around RM600 to get the software fixed! huh! and i can't think straight cos i can feel that i'm loosing her...

but i have no choice so i bought myself a new chick but still from Motorola. i hope it can serve be better or @ least the same...but mine is not in this color...

and i still want her!

if you don't care

if you don't care
why should I bother

a total silence

a total ignorance

was it me or was it you?
or at least let me know

talk to me please...i'm confused

a bad day

small girl sing to my ears a song for loosing my baby A1200...

love them, hate them

...love them, hate them..
why?

aren't we suppose to be happy together?
aren't we suppose to feel safe together?

...they are around, yet still feel the loneliness
...just wonder why?

everyone seems like really wanna be on the other side of themselves.
the normal things are all fake, when they really can't wait to turn to be into their real personality.

beautiful, they are. attractive too.
but there's some empty space they made it open, to whoever...

we allow ourselves to fall into the situation.
it is fun, it is lovely, it is something & it is different.

are we happy at the end of the day?

It's Been a While

It's been a while after my last postings.

Nothing much to inspire me to write.

But I remember I received something interesting from someone who love to analyse.

& LEO is me...what's yours?

SCORPIO - The Addict
EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humour. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring.


VIRGO - The One that Waits
Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only.

LIBRA - The Lame One
Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! however not the kind of person you wanna mess with ... u might end up crying...

ARIES - The Liar
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud.


AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water
Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out.


GEMINI - Irresistible
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in the you know where... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.


LEO - The Lion
Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.


CANCER - The Cutie
MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous. Great telling stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to.


PISCES - The Partner for Life
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around.Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet.


CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to own Gemini's in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart.


TAURUS - The TrampAggressive.
Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth!


SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One
Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give.Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in the you know where..!!! Not the kind of person you wanna mess with- you might end up crying.