the lost spirit

it was a day before Idul Adha.
i prepared nothing, i plan nothing...

honestly,
i have no spirit to celebrate...

where's the spirit goes when we used to be happy together all day long?
where's the spirit goes when we used to wait for brothers & dad to come back from the surau after getting all the cows turned to a dead meat...sacrifices

all in all...i droped by to visit MIL, and updates & talks & laughs for hours...

Selamat Hari Raya IdulAdha...

i miss them all...

and 'im home alone again today...