invitation to be treated

i found it weird...

i keep on asking myself why me? and asking the fella why me?

i was actually rejecting it from the inside, but the outer part of me have no guts to say no...

this time round is real, from the real world that we are into...some community that we know closely...

until today i'm still asking why me...? and are you sure?

so when i tried to be polite and respect the invitation...the request keep on pouring...

but i have no answer...