Wednesday, September 3, 2008

My Tears Dropped!


My Dear

My deepest sorry for your lost today...
The tears almost drop the minutes I heard it from you
For almost 2 weeks, he was in a battle, you and the dear family going through the hard time...
I'm sure he left the world with the peace of mind & heart...
Enough time for the whole family to be with him and say goodbye...
That is the best for the situation...God love him and He knows...
Like what you said earlier, it is the things happening for the old days...
You should be proud of him...
From his heart & mind, made you with a beautiful heart & mind...that I appreciate most...
You should be proud of yourself...
When you were the one who jumped from wherever you are to take him for treatment and to ensure the medicine are all enough for the consumption...
When you were around to spend the cold nights with him...to watch him resting...
When you were around him before his last breath...
Such a darling angel you are...
You have all my pray & my thoughts...
And my tears finally dropped during my pray...be strong...

*a tribute to uncle...*

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them timesI didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"
But when we talked too
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm right here next to youIt feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say
bye bye bye bye bye bye
And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever
bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no) Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandfather
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
*ByeBye by Mariah Carey

1 comment:

shuhada.i.am said...

yeah...thanks...
it's my closest friend's dad...