Being thrown the question so many times, and I’ve answered so many times as well.
Everything said is agreed, everything mentioned is appreciated and valued…of course.
I completely aware the situation, no matter what is happening, no matter how greener the grass seems to be at the other side, the one that I’m standing on is still accommodating me unconditionally. I know, of course…
When the things come, I never have any expectations same goes to you I believe.
My reply was just a little tiny reason to answer your BIG question and it is not the reason from the very beginning. It is just coming along the way…while enjoying the riding in good sunny days.
It will not happen if you don’t allow it too and vice versa.
I have somewhere inside me shouting to me “hello! Do not forget who you are!” at all times and of course I value your concern and the concern should be raised from the very beginning before everything started.
When I’m more than ready to declare and disclose the real, I’m ready not to have any good reply nor action and nothing at all…even I’m more than ready for everything to be shut down…
But the good things keep on coming, keep on pouring…unstoppable…and indeed making me happy…was it my fault? I didn’t ask for it…no I did not if you want me to enlighten you.
Or am I too blind not try to understand your message? Is there any hidden message that you are trying to tell me? Am I the guilty party that allow me to go this far?
Which I strongly believe that you are not going to do that, you are not that type of person I believe you are.
In life, at this moment, I hardly have someone that I can talk to. People always come to me to talk to me…and they always have me…but I hardly have one…I don’t remember having anyone. Sadly, but I have to bear with it. It is happening to me…maybe because the different way of me doing my thinking.
Everything said is agreed, everything mentioned is appreciated and valued…of course.
I completely aware the situation, no matter what is happening, no matter how greener the grass seems to be at the other side, the one that I’m standing on is still accommodating me unconditionally. I know, of course…
When the things come, I never have any expectations same goes to you I believe.
My reply was just a little tiny reason to answer your BIG question and it is not the reason from the very beginning. It is just coming along the way…while enjoying the riding in good sunny days.
It will not happen if you don’t allow it too and vice versa.
I have somewhere inside me shouting to me “hello! Do not forget who you are!” at all times and of course I value your concern and the concern should be raised from the very beginning before everything started.
When I’m more than ready to declare and disclose the real, I’m ready not to have any good reply nor action and nothing at all…even I’m more than ready for everything to be shut down…
But the good things keep on coming, keep on pouring…unstoppable…and indeed making me happy…was it my fault? I didn’t ask for it…no I did not if you want me to enlighten you.
Or am I too blind not try to understand your message? Is there any hidden message that you are trying to tell me? Am I the guilty party that allow me to go this far?
Which I strongly believe that you are not going to do that, you are not that type of person I believe you are.
In life, at this moment, I hardly have someone that I can talk to. People always come to me to talk to me…and they always have me…but I hardly have one…I don’t remember having anyone. Sadly, but I have to bear with it. It is happening to me…maybe because the different way of me doing my thinking.
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