Mengapa Wanita Adalah Istimewa...?

Mama dan Papa sedang menonton TV, seraya mama berkata. '..i letih la..dah lewat ni, i nak tido lah.....' Mama pun pegi dapur nak tutup tingkap dapur, nanti masuk pulak lipas...leceh pulak nanti..dah tu, ade pulak rice cooker dalam sink..rendam lepas makan tadi..basuh jap...susun pinggan kat rak, lap dapur..terpercik kena sambal masa masak tadi...check air panas dalam flusk..takut habis pulak nanti malam anak nak susu...memang dah kering pun flusk ni, jerang la air...sementara tunggu air masak, nampak pulak bekas g ula dah kosong....salin la gula...check bubur untuk anak nak hantar ke taska esok..nasib baik ade lagi...ishh...ni lauk bila ni, semalam...dah beku dah...basuh la kejap....pegi yard, masukkan baju kotor dalam mesin basuh...penat dah ni, besok je la basuh...sidai kain lap je lah... tik...bunyi air dah masak...salin air dalam flusk...ok settle...

baru teringat tak sembahyang lagi...on da way nak gi bilik, papa tgk tv lagi...nampak pulak beg anak untuk hantar ke childcare...check...baju 2 pasang, towel...towel kecik utk selsama...calamine lotion untuk sapu ruam...pampers 4 keping....alamak..telupa pulak masukkan botol...basuh botol jap...ok settle....ternampak pulak beg gi keje...emm..besok nak pakai beg polo coklat lah, asik2 pakai beg hitam ni je...salin jap barang2 g beg coklat...cek sume 6 poket beg, takut la tetinggal apa2..leceh pulak..selalunya barang yang tertinggal tu la yang nak pakai nanti...hishhh sempit la beg ni...hangin je...nak kena beli ni be g baru...rasenya 25 hb ni Sogo sale nih...mana flyers tadi ek...ha ni die..ok, catit jap kat yellow sticker, nanti lupa..ok settle...

Tetiba dengar suara papa...'..u buat apa lagi tu..tadi kata nak tido..'.... '..yelah nak tido la ni..nak sembahyang jap...

'masuk toilet...buat apa2 yang patut...cuci muka dulu..2 jenis lak tu...adoi..gosok gigi....smayang...pakai toner...pakai treatment cream...nak lawa and maintain punya pasal lah ni...nanti orang kata baru anak satu dah macam anak 4 pulak...huhuhuhu...

bukak almari...emmm...pakai baju hijau ni lah besok....gosok kejap..check baju papa, baju papa pun kena gosok jugak ni...kat bilik belakang... la, napa komputer ni tak tutup ni..gelas kopi pun ade lagi, dah bersemut dah..ishhh ...g dapur, basuh, sambung gosok baju...gantung elok2...kemaskan baju gantung2...masukkan seluar papa yang dah kotor dalam tempat kotor...ok settle..

dgr suara papa lagi...'..i dah ngantuk ni..'..dalam pada nak ma suk ke bilik...owh...pokok aku dah nak mati ni ha..lupa dah 3 hari tak siram...ok, siram jap...check jap pintu ni...sah tak kunci lagi...grill pun tak tutup..ni kalau tak check ni, senang2 je mat indon masuk rompak umah aku...bukak lampu luar..

ni mainan ni sepah2...masukkan la dalam bakul mainan budak ni...banyak nya...sampai bawah meja makan pun ade...adoi....ok dah

...ok dah boleh baring....adoi sakitnya pinggang...cium si comel ni kejap...selimutkan die...la..napa basah ni...emm, tukar la pempers ni...tak bagus la brand ni, nanti nak tukar lain la...nanti g Sogo 25 hb ni beli la skali...ok sayang tido k...kalau boleh jangan la bangun tgh malam ni eh..tido sampai pagi k...gud nite..sweet dreams...

aaahh...sedapnya dapat baring...mana pulak lotion sapu kurus aku nih...ha, ni dia...sambil sapu lotion kurus,,,setkan alarm...setkan program kerja besok...pg kul 9.30 ade meeting..ahh...boring...panas pulak lotion nih..dah la...emm..sedapnya lelapkan ma ta...Ya Allah....terima kasih untuk rezekiMU hari ini,...mohon keberkatan dari mu tuhan....papa pun bangun tutup tv... '...i dah ngantuk sangat ni...nak tido lah...citer pun tak best malam ni, bola pun takde...'...selang seminit ...dengar suara papa berkeruh...dah agak dah....

So?....apa yang peliknya..??

Anda tahu kenapa wanita hidup lebih lama?...SEBAB ADE BANYAK KERJA NAK KENA BUAT....tu yang tak boleh nak mati cepat tu...

Hantarkan ke 5 WANITA yang anda rasa hebat...pasti anda disayangi kerana memahami mereka...well, women understand women better... foward jugak kat lelaki-lelaki so mereka akan hargai emak, isteri, dan kawan 2 dengan lebih baik lagi...Tak kira la wanita berkerjaya atau surirumah...setiap wanita adalah istimewa dengan cara mereka sendiri...Kalau lelaki mengakui kebenaran ini....hormat dah hargailah mereka...untuk keper ibadian dan kebolehan mereka untuk berdikari...

*forwarded to me...and I reserve my comment...

while i'm working...

The music collection playing around accompanying me with the works that I'm struggling to make myself master the process. But I'm kinda like it after the whole process completed.
Tired sometimes, checking my fb and reading the favorites blogs that i've been following around...these people are really good! go figure!

For the past few weeks, I was very super down, felt so much deeply hurt and trying very very hard to get myself back in place and on the track.
As for now, with the supports from friends and some magic words wrote to me...yeah, I'm surviving. Though, it is still not entirely.

B is away for car service and latest I know he's at in-laws for lunch...(no i hadn't had my lunch yet)...sigh!

It is not easy for me to give up and to forget everything, the memories come and go...sometimes I am strong enough not to cry again, but at this very moment, I have to say that I miss the energy that used to lingered around me...
I feel empty, but I'm also tired...I miss a soul, again and still...

And yesterday, a very good friend of mind suggesting me to visit someone...but it was just a phone call I made and the information I received gave me an extreme surprise!
I was shaking...and alone with the information received.

But, unconciously I felt different, better perhaps...

Pray for me...I really need a strength now...

can i...?

Wanna climb a mount
Wanna lay down by the beach
Wanna see total strangers who don’t know me and my life
Wanna run away until things get better….

completed...

3.15am, i'm completing the materials for the submission tomorrow...
when partner promised but didn't deliver...
when everything need to be done, yet i'm the only one...
i'm hoping....no big changes on the materials...
hope everything is good within the specs...

wait for the details....

*yawn* i'm sleepy..and very tired...

very deep

when we try to understand someone,
we sometimes unconciously go too deep inside.
perhaps to the restricted teritory.
when we thought that we are in a comfort zone,
we don't realize that we started to get hurt.
when the genuine intention being manipulated with the beauty of the move and words...
an ordinary people will somehow loose control over the situation.

and i'm hurt, very deep

so i need to have a reason...when you don't

for what happened today, you demand better reasons...

not accepting the reasons given, are you being denial?

i'm speechless...

Maybe

A cup of coffee, I was craving to drink…the appetite swept away with a single call…
You ruined my day, you spoilt everything
I’m sorry, but that’s the fact.

Maybe I should do that…and you’ll be happy again…
Maybe…I should believe in my instinct
Maybe…

I'm tired...very...

In a midst of piles of emails after my long holiday, in a midst of still enjoying the mood of great raya with family & relatives, a long overdue phone call hit me with a super LONG unexpected lecture…
With the content that I’ve heard so many times and I have no different comment to made, nor do I have different justification to give, the splurge of words that make me really speechless and tired!
I don’t take it as bored, I don’t take it as useless or plays like a broken records…no!
Not a single point being brought I don’t agree, I appreciate the concern, the sensitivity and whatever reason you call it.
Yes, I understand that completely. The consequences, the things people might think or do without us realizing it…it is all completely true!
But what do you want me to do?
Are you telling me out of your concern about me or out of your concern to protect yourself?!
You know you tell me all this cos you think I can take it, YES, I still can take it…
But the way you say things as if I AM the only one made the actions…hello?! Never heard of it takes two to tango?
I am sorry, very sorry to bother you with all this matters, obviously it is unnecessary…but again, we don’t be in this situation to jeopardize everything nor to ruin and bring down everything. No we don’t! We are just human…what more can I say? Why you keep on saying the words to me, as if I am not careful? As if I don’t bloody bother to watch my steps?
Being a practical person, I can shut down everything tho it will hurt me to death! That’s one thing for sure…but I will do that if that can make you feel comfortable and to throw out all the unnecessary concerns and worries from inside your head.
Physically, we can be disturbed and we can tell off and it’ll be over, but if the things are lingered unseen and it bothers you from every angle, tell me if you need my action. I can do that….to be back to the square one…if that is what you need…
Stop telling me that you don’t know what to say…you don’t have to but ironically you just said! You said tones of things! You throw me your words, words that were in your head that ready to be exploded! I’m sorry if accidentally we crossed each other paths! I’m sorry! But tell me, how did it all started?

I’m tired…really I’m tired.
At this moment, I don’t want anything, I don’t want anybody, anyone!

Hello people! Whatever you wish!