july 27 - was my day

it was my birthday...

honestly, i dun expect big gift but the thot is the BIGGEST gift...

my day started with sabel text me that she's not coming after a blast birthday celebration over the weekend (yes, hers is July 26) & not feeling well.
just arunee who were around, and we wish each other for us that happen to share our date of birth...aahhh...

but, a lovely soul, took me out for lunch :)) no pictures for that since i'm not sharing with the whole world...
we had indian food @ my favorite indian restaurant in Pavillion, thank you so much!

off to Tanamera spa after work @ with SIL in Sooka Sentral, accompanying her to get the treatment for her BIG day that is just around t he corner, and of cos to pamper myself...on my day!
but please, i was shooting SIL's spa treatment for her wedding stories... :) (if you wanna have the same service, you can hire me or pay for my spa treatment!)

by 10, we headed to TTDI, for the dinner hosted by my lil sis (she refused to bake me a birthday carrot cake) but still m so blessed!

sabel got me a book that is first in my list to buy!

& i heart my new time piece soooooooooooooooooooooo much!

& i'm not asking...but just waiting for more to come :)

*i considered the Mark II hubby got earlier and let me use it is his b'day gift for me! when he bought the 40D last year also for me to use, i cant ask for more!

it's just me

it's 2 a.m

day before (obviously just 2 hours before) the whole day wasn't treating me good.
for being ignored and taken for granted, i've been blamed in the office (great! then only received and apology?) and as a human, it hurt.

rite before lunch time, the unclear being cleared and i felt good, made me left for lunch with smile :)
when i planned to get something for myself, & to 'insult' a soul, i failed and witnessed by sabel that he made me failed! damn!

planned after work, to shoot a potential for a chances to get BIG return, cancelled! i felt and still feeling down, frustrated, sad & upset BIG time! really...
when i've planned my shots, drafted my story in my head, & very optimist about the outcome & the chances...all the effort just went down the drain...

& being me & trained to do everything on my own, and taught for not putting a burden on others when it come to my personal thing, i just HATE it when people give me instruction to 'help' them with their PERSONAL things! and yes, none of them are my boss...so i dun take orders, enuf said.
they just simply dun get it, and dun wanna understand for the tiniest a.k.a my takings!
open your heart people! please, be sensitive...or u just wanna wait me to screw u down?

my garments from bangkok? failed to wow me!
you just failed dude! failed! u lost the business from me & my army!

so..what a frustrated Thursday...

*i love you