it's just me

it's 2 a.m

day before (obviously just 2 hours before) the whole day wasn't treating me good.
for being ignored and taken for granted, i've been blamed in the office (great! then only received and apology?) and as a human, it hurt.

rite before lunch time, the unclear being cleared and i felt good, made me left for lunch with smile :)
when i planned to get something for myself, & to 'insult' a soul, i failed and witnessed by sabel that he made me failed! damn!

planned after work, to shoot a potential for a chances to get BIG return, cancelled! i felt and still feeling down, frustrated, sad & upset BIG time! really...
when i've planned my shots, drafted my story in my head, & very optimist about the outcome & the chances...all the effort just went down the drain...

& being me & trained to do everything on my own, and taught for not putting a burden on others when it come to my personal thing, i just HATE it when people give me instruction to 'help' them with their PERSONAL things! and yes, none of them are my boss...so i dun take orders, enuf said.
they just simply dun get it, and dun wanna understand for the tiniest a.k.a my takings!
open your heart people! please, be sensitive...or u just wanna wait me to screw u down?

my garments from bangkok? failed to wow me!
you just failed dude! failed! u lost the business from me & my army!

so..what a frustrated Thursday...

*i love you