tuan doctor...

It’s been almost 2 weeks we don’t catch up with each other. Well, to be exact, he didn’t call me…I just wonder why…
But don’t really bother.
Last night, we catch each other online and I asked him why he is very silent now. And he said, you can call me too, why wait for me only to call you…
My reply was I’m very busy these days, need to complete lots of things before traveling by mid November (and I suddenly realized that we have to work out on our new packages before the advertisement by November as well…GREAT!)

He than started the lecture that he normally give…how you have to respect your body , (yeah! he is a psychiatrist and run more than 5 km everyday around his housing area in Bkt Antarabangsa at the age of 50 years old!). The body given me signal, do not think that I am young and neglected the body…bla..bla..blaa…yada..yada..yada…(ALL IN CAPITAL LETTERS!)
He even told me that he’s not going to say this again since he sounded like a broken record already and my reply was:

“Tuan doctor, I am now started to do as per your advised, one thing at a time, I started picking up my run back, slowly but surely (ayat politician) I sleep early at night (macam la awal sangat!) and I started to increase the amount of food in every meal (I am practically doing this now everyday since I’m shrinking!!!!). And things are getting better at my side and I’m feeling good…(and I’m planning to re-enrolled to a new yoga class at a new place)”
And I also remember the breathing technique you showed that day and accompany that with the zikir like how you read to me…”

Please la doc, don’t tell me that you sounded like a broken record when you know you are not!!!

And he told me that, we’ll start on the next thing later with the emotional control, metaph…….(META WHAT???) some egoism boosting….and the jargons went on and on and on…..
Erkkk!!!!

*I never thought that a psychiatrist can give up on me easily….am I that corrupted…?